FAIL!!!

i love having my window open.

a squirel just fell out of a tree. a fucking squirrel. he misjudged the jump, and just dropped.

squirrels: sometimes they fail.

Spyware

the people who create spyware/viruses/ shit that fucks with my computer just cause i like porn and shady sites, need to be treated on the same levels as pedophiles and serial killers. sorry, but you need to die.
i have to run my computer only in safemode now. until i fix this horrible thing.

wrestling.

so...as stated before it turns or vince mcmahon faked the death.(surprise!) He came out with the news, on the day that Chris Benoit and his family were found dead, for real.
have i mentioned that i hate wrestling? and people. and people that like wrestling.


looking at the google trends, numbers 1, 2, and 4 have to do with benoit's death. the one that gets me is number 4. "how did chris benoit die?"

there are people alive, with internet connections, that think Google is some magical machine that will answer your questions for you. not only that, but there are more than one of them, infact many of them, that all used the same phrased question.

the RIAA will hate me.

all the MP3 music i have, contact me if you want it obviously. all manually typed in alphabetical order. i swear i need a hobby.

108
7seconds
A.F.I(every album
Abe Froman
Abitterhello
Above this World
Adolescents
Against Me!(every album)
Agents of Change
Agrolittes
Agnostic Front(every album)
Akon
Alanis Morisette
All else Failed
All too Much
Allen Ginsburg(all recorded Material...ever.)
And One
Andrew W.K.
Android Lust
Angel City Outcasts
Anja Garabek
Anti-Flag
Antsy Pants
Apoptygma Berzerk
Argy Bargy
Emma Goldman Essays(all volumes, audio version)
Awkward Thought
B.Dylan
B.J. Thomas
Bad Brains
Bad LUck Riot 13 Extravaganza
the Bananas
the Bards
Battalion Of Saints
Bauhaus
Beastie Boys
Beefy
Ben Folds
Ben Lee
Benumb
Betrando Goio
Better than a Thousand
Better than Ezra
Between the Buried and Me
Bikini Kill
The Birthday Party(all albums)
Black Flag(all albums)
Black Powder Fuzzbox
Blank Fight
Blood Brothers
Blood For BLood
the Bloody Irish Boys
Bob Dylan
the Boils
Bomb the Music Industry!(all albums)
Bouncing Souls
Boys Night Out
Brain Failure
Brand New
BRass Castle
Breakdown
Breaking Benjamin
Buccaneer
Buju Banton
Burning Bridges
Burning Sensations
Busdriver(almost all albums)
the Business(almost all)
Butthole Surfers
Caern Folk
Candiria
CAnticle
TheCarrie Nations
CastleVania
CAtharsis(CrimethInc. Records)
Cause For aLarm
Champion
Chemlab
Children of Bodom
Chixdiggit!(canadian pop-punk, almost all albums)
Choking Victim
Christ on a Crutch
Circle Jerks(all albums)
Civ(singer form the Gorrilla Biscuits)
Class War
Clenched Fist
CLocked in
Commin' Correct
Conflict
Corrosion Of Conformity
Covenant
Coyote Shivers
Cracker
The Cramps(all albums, christ thats alot.)
the Cranberries
Crash and Burn
Crass(most albums)
Cro-Mags
Culture Shock
The Cure
DAnzig
Dashboard Confessional
the Dauntless Elite
Dave Deans Musical Forklift
The DEad Boys
Dead Kennedys(all albums)
DEad Prez
Dead Serious
Dead Silence
Dead to Fall
Deadguy
Death BEfore Dishonor
Defiance, Ohio
Deluge
DEscendents
DethKlok(all songs, the fictional band from metalocalypse)
the DEtonators
the Detroit Cobras
Devil's Brigade
the Devil is Electric
Dialouge Clips(from clerks 2 sound track)
the Dickies
Die Hunns
Diehard Youth
Dimmu Borgir
discipline
the Distillers
Dizzy Gillespie
DJ Pone/Transplants
Django Reinhardt
Don Martin 3
the Door Keys
Down To Nothing
DownFall
Dream L.A.X.
Dropkick Murphys(all albums)
DrowningMan
the Ducky Boys
E-Nomine
Early Man
Earth Crisis
Edgewise
Edwyn Collins
Emcee Lynx(all albums)
Emmanuel.7
Erin Tobey
The Escaped
Evan Dando
the Evens(ian Mackaye and Amy Farrina)
F-Minus
F.O. the Smack Magnet
Fall out Boy
Fall River
Farside
Fear
Feindflug
Fifi
Filter & the Crystal Method
the Final Burden
Final Plan
Finch
Fiona Apple
Flipper(all albums)
Flogging Molly
Flux Of Pink Indians
Flying Column
Folkstones
For the worst
Forced reality
Fordirelifesake
Forever is Forgotten
the Four Eyes
From Autum to AShes
From First to Last Front 242
G.B.H.
the Gadjits
Gang Green
Garbage(all albums)
Gavin Bryars
Generation X
Ghost Mice
Gin Blossoms
GlassJaw
Gogol Bordello
GoldenWind Zen Group
Gold Finger
Good Charlotte(the only album that matters)
Gorilla Biscuits
Great Big Sea
Gym Class Heros
H.I.M.
Hassan I Sabbah
theHeart Attacks
HelloGoodbye
Henry Rollins(all spoken word Albums)
the Hold Steady
Hoods
Horropops
Hridayananda Das Goswami
Hugs
Husker Du
I DEFY
I Hate Myself
Iggy Pop
Immortal technique
Incubus & Greyboy
INDK
The Inocence Misson
Irish Drinking songs
IRONBOUND NYC
JAck Kerouac(all recorded material)
JAck Off Jill(all albums)
Jackson 5
James L. VEnable
Japanther
Jawbox
Jibbs
Joe strummer and the Mescaleros
Joe Uehlein
Johnny Cash
Judge
Juicy Bananas
Juno Reactor
Justice
Katie Grossman and Thomas
Killer Mike
Killing Time
King Diamond
King Django
King Missile
The kinks
KnuckleDust
Korn(all albums in some form or another)
La Quiete
Lady Sovereign
LArs Frederiksen
Lava Lava
the Lawrence Arms
Leftover Crack(all albums)
Libido Boys
Lil' Jon and the Eastside Boys
Ludicris
Lustre
M.I.A.
Mad Sin
Madball
Madeline
the Mahones
Majority Rule
Man Behind Galss
Mansun and 808 State
Marilyn Manson
the Martinis
Master Shake
Mastodon
Matchbook Romance
Matty Popchart
MAx Levine Ensemble
Maximum Penalty
Mc Chris
MC Router
Meatwad
the Meices
MErcy Killers
Metallica & DJ Spooky
MEwithoutyou(all albums)
Mindless Self indulgence
Minor Threat
Minutemen(all albums)
the Misfits(all albums and covers)
the Mob
Moondogg
Morningwood
Mouthwash
The Movielife
Mumia Abu-Jamal
Murs
My Chemical Romance
My Luck
My Revenge
Natchez Shakers
Nausea
Negative Approach
Negativland
Nekromantix
the Nerve Agents
The New Breed
Nick Cave and the Bad seeds
Nine inch Nails
NIN V Bauhaus
Nine Pound Hammer
No More Kings
NoRedeeming Social Value
Nocturnal
North Side Kings
Nouvelle Vague(all albums)
Omkara
One Reason
Operation Cliff Clavin
Orange
Orbital & Kirk Hammett
OS Mutantes
Out Cold
Out to Win
P.I.L.
P.o.s.(all albums)
the Pagans
Paint the Town Red
the Pale Fountians
Panic! at the Disco
Papoose(all Albums)
Paris Hilton remixed by DangerMouse and Banksy
Paul BAribeu
PEaches(all albums)
Peanucle
Pennywise
Peter Gabriel
Philip Glass
the Pietasters
PLacebo
PLease
the PLugs
Policy of Three
Prema
Premonitions of War
the Pres. of the US of A
Pressure Point
Pride Kills
Prodigy & tommorello
Project Pitchfork
PRoject x
Prong
Propagandhi
q and not u
q lazzrus
the Queers
Radiohead
Rammalah
Rammstein
Ramones
Rancid
Ray and Porcell
Reagan Youth
Refused(all albums)
REport suspicious Activity
Reversal Of Man
Richboy
Rites of Spring
Rocket From the Crypt(all albums)
Roger Alan Wade
Roger Miret
Rollins Band
Rosa
Rosary
Rosetta Stone
Ryker's
Samantha Fox
Saosin
Scars of Tommorow
Schooly D
Scream
Screeching weasle
See Colin Slash
Sexy
Shades Apart
She Wants Revenge
Sheer Terror
Shelter
Shitdisco
Sick of it aLL
Silencers
Silverchair & Viro
Siouxsie & the Banshees
sissies
the Sisters Of Mercy
Skare Tactic
Skarhead
the Skatellites
Skinnerbox
the Slackers
Slapshot
SLayer and Atari Teenage Riot
SlipKnot
the SMothers Brothers
Snapcase
Snog
Social D
Soda Dog Refreshment Squad
Some Kind Of Hate
Soophie Nun Squad
Soul ASylum
Soul Cries
South Central Riot Squad
the Specials
Spoonboy
Stabbing Westward
Stampin' Ground
Static-X
Static thought
Step Rebels
The Stooges
Story of the year
Stretch Armstong
Striking distance
strive for more
Subhumans
Suicidal Tendencies
Suicide Commando
the Suicide Machine
Sispira
Swingin Utters
Switchblade Symphony
Taking Back sunday
Talking Heads
Tanner
TerrorZone
Thelonious Monk
Therapy?
This Bike is a Pipebomb
This Mortal coil
Thrice
throwdown
Tiger ARmy
Tom Waits
Tool
Transistor Transistor
Type O Negative
U.s. Bombs
U.s. Roughnecks
UnderOath
UNearth
UNhelig
The Unicorns
Uniform Choice
Union 13
Unseen
UP-BEAT
The Used
Vanity Five
Velvet Acid Christ
the Velvet Underground
VNV Nation
Voodoo Glow Skulls
Voorhees
the Wednesdays
Westbound TRain
Wofsheim
Wow, Owls!
Wupscut
YEahYEahYeahs
Zounds

that comes out to 11.5 days worth of constant music. not including my cds.

Bee's are Dying, part Deux

Bee's are gone. not neccesarily dead. just gone. no bodies have been found.
it came to me the reason for this. a population of bee's have accidentally lived a moral, christian lifestyle. they never stole honey, or fucked anyone but the queen.
most bee's do this without thinking.
It becomes apparent that the Pre-Tribulation Rapture has come and gone, and the only decent organisms were SOME of the bee's. the rest of us will die horribly.

you're one of them arent you?

"do i know you from somewhere?" or "you look familiar, were you at that _____ show that____did at____?"

Look around motherfucker! we all look familiar, the reason we're all sitting on the same porch is the fact that we're all presumably into this type of music. mohawk and a septum peircing and boots, oh you've seen me before? wow, real shocker there!
yea, i think we've met before dark rimmed glasses, died black hair, tight pants, "I Object" t-shirt and converse shoes. Actually I'm sure we have, you can stop talking now.
see that girl, i think i know her from the last show i went to, wanna know why? cause she looks like EVERY OTHER tattoo shop workin, rollerderby lovin, "punker-than-you" boyfriend having girl ever! (and i guarantee she's a bitch)

and while im on a roll, KIDS, stop saying stupid stuff in front of your elders! cause im a kid, but im smarter than you. And yet, people will assume im there WITH YOU. so stop calling people posers, stop declaring what is or isnt punk rock! oh, and PLEASE STOP feeling the need to drop the name of every guy you know in richmond, and every god-awful band you saw at some fuckers house. you're 17, you live in Mclean, you drove here in the 20-some odd-thousand dollar car your parents bought you, i know, cause i saw it. Don't blow cigarette smoke, in the guy from Coke Bust's face. not because he'll kick your ass, but because im trying to actually talk with him(as opposed to talking AT him, or trying to give him clever nicknames like "tubby","big guy" or any variations on the words "captain" ,"boobies", "dingle berry", and "punk"), and i dont want him to walk away seeing as he's my current source of historical/statistical information.

So basically, no you dont know me. please stop talking. yes, everything you dont like is "gay" and everything you do like is totally PuNx RaWk.

I hate playing with kids my own age.

foreigner

sleep for 12 hours straight and then immediately smoke a cigarette.

"feEEels like the FIIRRST time! FeEEels like the Very First time!"

either that or my body went all numb and tingly for other reasons, in which case i hate you all.

ugh

so i got the boogaloo flu. but since i dont do sick, i refused to throw up yesterday. not once! i swallowed that shit! very proud of myself i finally fell asleep. i woke up to this on tv:

Andre 3000, as a cartoon, dancing and singing with bright flashy colors....
yup, thats all it takes. i threw up SO hard that my entire body hurt.
i hate you all.
:)

2 hours sleep

so i check Google trends, and one of the very top hits of the morning is variations on "vince mcmahon" after a few second i remember who that is. ITS THE FUCKING WRESTLING GUY! NatureBoy. THATS WHAT PEOPLE ARE INTERESTED IN? why? apparently last night they filmed him,"acting stranger than usual,revealing to his audience of millions that a 'dark cloud' was in his future." he was later filmed getting into his limo, which was then seen exploding into flames....
now, we're talking "Pro-Wrestling" WCW, WWF, ECW, WWE... whatever its called this year, Mcmahon always seems to run the show. ok, this isnt shocking, the entire show is a fake, a fake death is nothing. what got me is people were up all night "usin' them thar' interweb-nets",(i guess they had to drive from Ocala to Altoona to find a Library with them internets.) to find out what happened to their hero, The Chairman.
Quote from concerned fan:
"I witnessed this event live. I am an avid following of Vince McMahon and I hope he survived this attack. Thanks for reporting this sad news. If Mr. McMahon has passed, rest in peace damnit!"-Michael
wouldnt it be amazing if he WAS killed. Probably by the same Communists that killed the one and only Intimidator, my personal hero, Dale Ernhardt Sr.

Looks like a few barns in Southern Maryland are going to have a new mural, and the vinyl truck sticker business will be booming this week.
fucking kill me.
on a side note:
remember when Bret(the Hitman) Hart's brother died coming into the ring? that wasnt faked. hahaha, motherfucker fell hard.

haha

my mood has gone from zero to awesome in about 2 hours.

"don't think you're having all the fun
you know me i hate everyone!!"

awesome. i don't know what inspired this, and im debating taking a shower to calm down, and going out for the evening, OR sticking with this mood, increasing it with whatever i can find in the house, and then going out and just getting into mischeif.

hahaha.
we'll see.

cant get good sarsparilla like this back home...angries up the blood!

why

why has my room become a menagerie?
roaches are climbing around, something big flew past my face last night.
i woke up to a fly on my face. and the same huge EVIL wasp keeps coming in and inspecting my room.
I CLEANED!!, well...stephi cleaned...but its CLEAN! ish.


as im typing this a bumble bee flys in.

THERE IS NOTHING TO EAT IN HERE! if im not eating, how can you eat!?!?!

i think the bugs smoke my cigarette butts like hobos while i sleep.

ok, have a good night...

WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?!?!?!


that stings a little....

Add DEFTONES to the list.

eye pain, lights and loud music are disorienting. balanace is shot. drunk people are funny.
my friends are awesome. thanks

6-3-07

woke up and took the keppra around 10am
began face and neck twitching(right side) around 11am
eye pain began around 12:30 also a lack of balance skills
headache, eyepain, blurred vision, all on the right eye.
pain in my right leg, the entire leg @ 8:30pm
11pm intense pain in my right arm and hand.
began calming down around 12

this is for the doctor tommorow, not for you, but feel free to read it. you already did.

<3

szeveranz

i liked it.