Bands/Artists I have seen live...

In no Particular order, i have seen all of these. most of them were not memorable. some were(billy idol, marilyn manson, Black sabbath, etc.)


X-Ecutioners, P.O.D., Papa Roach, Sum 41, Hoobastank, Unwritten Law, Our Lady Peace, New Found Glory, Good Charlotte, Dashboard Confessional, Trik Turner, Little Kingz, Black Rebel Motorcycle Club, Phantom Planet, The Vines, Citizen Cope, Gob, Loudermilk, Abandoned Pools, Lloyd Dobler Effect, Godsmack, Audioslave, Jane's Addiction, Chevelle, The Roots, AFI, Jack Johnson, The Used, The Donnas, Finch, Getaway Car, Vendetta Red, (Həd) P.E., Hot Hot Heat, Interpol, Northern State, Smile Empty Soul, Switchfoot, The Cure, The Offspring, Jay-Z, New Found Glory, Violent Femmes, Cypress Hill, Papa Roach, Lostprophets, Yellowcard, O.A.R., VooDoo Blue, Modest Mouse, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Lit, The Living End, Fall Out Boy, Taking Back Sunday, Foo Fighters, Coldplay, Billy Idol, Social Distortion, New York Dolls, Garbage, Echo & The Bunnymen, Interpol, They Might Be Giants, Louis XIV, The Bravery, Gold Mind Squad, Black Sabbath, Marilyn Manson , Slipknot, Papa Roach, Linkin Park, Disturbed, Crazy Town, Black Label Society, Disturbed, Amen, Mudvayne, Pure Rubbish, Apartment 26, The Union Underground, System of a Down, Rob Zombie,Drowning Pool, Adema, Cradle of Filth, Voivod, Hotwire, Shadows Fall, Grade 8, Twisted Method, Nothingface, Killswitch Engage, Unloco, Depswa, Motograter, Sworn Enemy, The Revolution Smile, Chimaira, Endo, Memento, E.Town Concrete, Dimmu Borgir, Beyond, Down To Nothing, Justice, Static-X, Otep, P.O.S, BluePrint, Atmosphere, Mental, Henry Rollins, Thievery Corporation, Bouncing Souls, Le Tigre,Ted Leo and The Pharmacists, Wayne Kramer of MC5, Jello Biafra, The Coup, Head Roc War Machine,Sweet Honey in the Rock, The Evens, Joan Baez, sinking ships

enough medical stuff

for a slightly different subject.

this is my future wife:


MC Router.


thats all. im a fan of weird girls with raspy voices.

bored to death

so i had an eeg, and an mri. boring. i've dressed myself like Heroin bob in the doctor scene. there's so much mischeif to get into here...but im waiting till it gets a bit later. at least i've got wifi, and my ipod.
stephi visited me, and supplied me with electrical tape.
te most boring part is that the coffee shop closed, and we're not allowed to smoke here. SUCKS! i have to walk past the nurses to sneak outside. and they notice immediately if you smoke inside. im working on getting to the roof. we'll see.
i'll get some answers tommorow hopefully.
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getting into the ceiling wasnt that fun. and i bumped my IV thing a million times, so now my hand hurts(more).oh well, i found a place to smoke. if i move the chair, and unscrew the vent cover, and climb halfway into the intake duct, not only can i smoke, but when im done, i just flick my cigarette up, and it disapears forever. i wish i had ALL my mischeif making tools. and invisibility.

ok

this is the weirdest thing that has happened so far. my LEFT eye, not my right eye thats been bothering me, my LEFT eye, went hazy for a second and began crying. My eye was crying of its own fucking accord! what the fuck is that!!!!
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Another cigarette
Another cup of coffee
Another cup of empty dreams
Another wasted day
I got no politics
No faith! No means! No anything!
I got no confidence!
No reason to persist!

and I don't wanna see...Don't wanna see tommorow!
Don't wanna see tommorow!

And when the day is done
I lie down with insomnia
Until the rising sun bathes me in a shroud
Of uselessness
Incompetence
This can't go on, this makes no sense
Another days gone by
I can't find happiness

and I don't wanna see...Don't wanna see tommorow!

whatever

another day. same deal pain, shaking, disorientation. no doctor visit due to insurance bullshit. doctors have been chosen and are being seen tommorow.(if all goes well.)

Stephi and Tom came to visit. we watched bourne identity. stephi cleaned my room, and we went to see an abandoned apartment building thats all locked up. sucked.

we skated around silver spring for a bit.

blah blah. yet another day of not making any money.
im not loking forward to doctors. i just want to sit and drink coffee and cook steak.

so im going to the doctor tommorow.

today was more of the same. shaking, headache, pain behind my eye, disorientation.

but i saw most horrible again, and his kids. so that was good.

boink

today went wellish.
i shot tom. woke his ass up.
and then we went to BobEvans(its a dennys/applebees type restaurant. they do breakfast shit.) and i got to see my Jeff. then, i said my goodbyes, and went and saw Evan, Christian, and Tay at the skatepark.

and i drove up and saw MostHorrible and MostAdorable children. and then i went to work and stayed mostly unshakey all night. my right hand isn't performing at its best, but whatever.

im gonna see a doctor on monday. i thought of this song yesterday:
"Someday
Ill feel no pain
Someday
I wont have a brain
Theyll take away the part that hurts
And let the rest remain
Fix me
Fix my head
Fix me please, I dont wanna be dead"

im really afraid of it not being something simple. i wanna go in, and tell them whats going on, and they go, "oh, thats just the Itus. take an advil, and drink more coffee, you'll be fine for life."

pfft. whatever, what is, is.
my room is a goddamn whorehouse of flys.

oh and if you buy 2 packs of camel menthol lights, you get this badass lighter.

so today sucked kinda

i went to work, and began shaking. then dizzyness and my right hand not working right. then my right eye not working right, and pain behind the eye, kinda liek staring into the sun. so i eventually talked them into letting me go home. i've eventually stopped shaking. my eye pretty much works now, but it still hurts. the worst was this feeling of loosing focus, not visually but in thought. i drove 30 min past my exit on the beltway, and suddenly realized my music wasnt playing,and that i was somewher i didnt mean to be.that persisted till about 9'oclock. just totally out of it, is the best way i can explain it. so i'll go to the doctor on monday. that all sucked. and the worst was that they thought i was making it up at work. and just joking about it and shit. not funny, stupid. it sucks, and it hurts, and its stupid. fuck work. fuck that place hard.
peace 'gro

i wouldnt give crippled christ a crutch

im thirsty, i'd really like some cold soda or some juice. but we dont have any in my house. fux!

SobaPunk

So, in my crawling through the tubes of the interwebs, I get little ads that are supposed to appeal to me. Often they do.
I just got this one:
"Buy Punk Japanese Noodles
All Natural Matcha Green Tea Soba Japanese punk clothing & Foods
www.sobapunk.com"

Well I'm fucking interested. Tea? And noodles made of...strips of thinly sliced Ramones records?


"Healthy punk life sobapunk noodles=buckwheat green tea taste noodles!"



"SOBAPUNK want to create you more healthy & punky!!
Go! Punk! Go! Health!"

They also make a punk necktie for those punks( read: Punx) with office jobs(or an Avril Lavigne fetish).
The necktie comes fully outfitted with safety pins, random stitching, not 1 but 2! useless zippers, a patch, and some fishnet fabric strips.
SWEET JESUS, i'll take 7! One for every day of the week.
I'm just not sure I get it. The clothes would certainly fly off the shelves at Hot-topic in Annapolis. The noodles are delicious I'm sure. And healthy too.

But I don't catch the correlation...I read on.
They tell you!

"SOBA makes PUNK more COOL!!!"

Of course! Why didn't I think of that.
shit....if I had me some SOBA back in school, I might not have gotten my ass repeatedly handed to me for hating the ever-loving FUCK out of Metallica.

man you wouldnt give a cripple crab a crutch

amazing day. i wont try to explain it. just awesome.
thank you.

doesnt matter...bees are dying.

this is not new news, nor is it anything i thought of myself.

bees are disappearing.
bees pollinate flowers that come to be vegetables. we eat vegetables.
bees pollinate alfalfa. cows eat alfalfa. we eat cows.

bees are disappearing, vegetables and cows will become scarce. brown people in third world countries will die. some americans will have enough money to afford meat and vegetables. most wont. most will survive on grain and water. this will bring much change to the way we live our lives. people will kill and fight for food. many will die. industries will fall. unemployment and homelessness will rise greatly. many people will die.

i am so excited i can barely contain myself. i'll be preparing and traveling until the apocalypse comes. see you then.
Useless...Out.